MUSIC

Blue Behind Heaven

  • Instrumental track featuring windchimes and rain stick from Rancho De La Luna

  • Lyrics:

    Cut by the things
    That should make me happy
    I’m lost
    I want to feel
    Like I’m okay
    Again

    Heavy eyes
    And full mind
    I’m blind 
    I want to feel
    Like I’m okay
    Again

    I can’t breathe 
    I’m suffocating 

  • Lyrics:

    Ooh

    Calm the waters
    I am treading 
    Reach for the bottom
    I’m drowning 

    Reach out your hand
    And pull me back in
    I’m under the surface

    Calm the waters
    I can’t keep treading
    Feel for something 
    To stop the bleeding

    Reach out your hand
    And pull me back in
    I’m under the surface
    You watch from afar
    As I drift from the shore 
    I’m under the surface


  • Lyrics:

    Honey dripping from your eyes
    So sweet I think I could die
    Nothing feels more like home

    Dream baby
    I hope you know
    You’re the best thing
    I’ve ever known

    Warm hands brush away the gloom
    Your touch is what gets me through
    My torch will always burn for you

    Dream baby
    I hope you know
    You’re the best thing
    I’ve ever known

    Oh I
    Oh I 
    Oh I 
    Oh I 

    Crave your affection so sweet
    Feeling your fingers gently
    Tracing my body my spine
    Can’t fight the attraction collide
    Brown eyes
    Brown eyes
    Brown eyes

    Crave your affection so sweet
    Feeling your fingers gently
    Tracing my body my spine
    Can’t fight the attraction collide
    Brown eyes
    Brown eyes
    Brown eyes


  • Lyrics:

    Peel out my heart
    Feel oh so lonely 
    Ah

    Wallow
    Sorrow
    So
    Hollow

    Tear out my tongue
    Still oh my mind
    Ah

    Wallow
    Sorrow
    So
    Hollow

    I feel like a drag
    Like there’s no coming back
    Tell me what do I mean to you
    I want so bad to be amused 

  • Lyrics:

    I’m tired
    And wasted
    Can’t you out of my head
    I’m tired 
    And useless
    Just trying to get through this

    I’m falling apart
    You don’t love me anymore

    Say that you’re 
    Not sorry
    For all the things you told me 
    So many 
    Bad stories 
    Why did I let you hurt me 

    I’m not falling apart
    I’m glad you don’t love me anymore

    I held on
    Too long 
    To something that’s gone

    Ooh x3


NVR Nothing

  • Lyrics:

    Fully engulfed
    Nothing left to my name
    I am dying right here
    Too scared to make a change
    Wishfully thinking

    I'm useless (rip off all my skin)
    I'm useless (explodes from within)
    I'm useless (something in the way)
    I'm useless

    Trapped by ambition
    And no motivation

    I'm useless (rip off all my skin)
    I'm useless (explodes from within)
    I'm useless (every single day)
    I'm useless (something in the way)

Dioxazine Dream

  • Instrumental track

  • Head full of memories
    And I can't tell if they're make believe


    Static faces come and go now
    Telling me it's all a lie
    All I see are hallucinations
    Of the things I'll never be

    Losing all sensation
    Inside a tomb of sedation

    Static faces come and go now
    Telling me it's all a lie
    All I see are hallucinations
    Of the things I'll never be

    Eyes burning
    Tongue heavy
    Eyes burning
    Tongue heavy

    Static faces come and go now
    Telling me it's all a lie
    All I see are hallucinations
    Of the things I'll never be

    Eyes burning
    Tongue heavy
    Eyes burning
    Tongue heavy
    Heavy heavy
    Heavy heavy

  • Fall in line
    Take your pills and numb your mind

    This is not a drill
    We're just cattle being raised for the kill
    Tied up tight
    It's so hard to put up a fight

    Forget your name
    It doesn't matter when we're all the same

    This is not a drill
    We're just cattle being raised for the kill
    Tied up tight
    It's so hard to put up a fight

    Ooh ooh ooh
    Ooh ooh ooh
    Ooh ooh ooh
    Ooh ooh ooh

  • Room spinning mouth dry
    Searching for some peace of mind
    I'm always feeling out of place
    Like everything I do is a mistake

    Fall to my knees
    Hoping for some relief
    Why do I try so hard
    To be alright

    Imagine who I was
    I don't see her anymore

    Fall to my knees
    Hoping for some relief
    Why do I try so hard
    To be alright
    Is this what it takes
    To have something to offer